I've had a Blogger account for two years now, but not once have I posted anything. The past couple of weeks have been like a rollercoaster, and I've had a huge compulsion to just write it all down in a diary or something. A lot of people use blogging as an emotional outlet, so I'm going to join in.
When we got back from our holiday, we found out that my Nan had just been taken to hospital, and after a lot of tense waiting around, we were told that she had a severe aneurysm. We spent the next couple of days by her side intermittently in the hospital, but she passed away. I never knew how much a you could cry, it was to the point of physical pain. I wrote a poem for her, which is going to be read at her funeral tomorrow. Today we went to see her in the funeral home, and she looked like she was just sleeping. I even imagined her breathing.
I hope that writing it all down will help with the 'emotional stress'. I'm just going to treat this blog like a diary, a never ending notepad but much more forest friendly. Everything that wanders into my mind will end up on the screen. Just posting this has already helped. :)
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